Sometimes you wonder what happened to the people you knew when you were a child. How they look, how their character changed and what they mean to others. A good way to see them all back is just to go to a party.
Two weeks ago I found an old school friend of mine on a community site. Well, we weren’t exactly friends… But I always supported him, he was just like me; nobody really liked him and everybody always had fights with him. I think that’s what I liked about him, I don’t know. We had a connection; we were the “outlaws”. I added him as a friend and gave him a comment. When we’ve got seperated he went to a school in a place with a very weird name :’). Anyway, that week I also went to a New years party and of course; he was there. I hadn’t seen him for 5 years and when I turned around I immediatly recognised him although he has changed so much.
Did you ever met someone with a perfect face? Who looks so beautiful and perfect that it’s almost unnatural? I’ve met someone like that just on that moment. I’ve never thought that he would become so gorgeous.
Funny enough I’ve met a lot of other old classmates of mine. Two of them were standing outside when I passed them with my high heels and little black dress. The look on their faces …! I used to be that ugly unstylish girl and I’ve changed into a small but independent and self-confindent girl. They didn’t said a thing to me, but only the way they looked at me confirmed that I was able to surprise them.
We’ve all changed a great deal, but I always stayed to my point of never becoming friends with ‘populair’ people. They only change you. I wanted pure friendship, not one which would be based on the way you look or behave. I still wanted to wear my own style and listen to my own music.
But I do have the feeling that that perfect boy hasn’t changed his character, that he is still just like me… an ‘outlaw’.